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My family is not a very supportive family. They never really support everything I do. Especially, my mom! All she wants always is that I have to do everything she asks. I’d been playing along with her imagination for 17 years. And I’ve been following her dreams for 12 years. From the first grade - now (final grade). From small parts into personal. She keeps on playing with her story. Where she never let me (even once) to play my part. She sent me to schools where she thinks that I could be someone in “her” future. But the fact is I never be happy. I’m tired of giving my life in. I can’t even control my own life, I can’t even have my own future. It’s like, I’m only a doll, where she is the master. What I have is what she has. She never respects me as a human being. I’m not a doll that she can carry always with her anywhere, anytime. I want her to look at me and see how my life had been ruined for years and years. I can’t fix it, nobody can. Now, is she going to let it broken into pieces or worst??